Of course i’ve had them my entire life, but it’s worse now than it’s ever been.
Finally going to college after being out of high school for five years and guess what? It doesn’t matter that I’ve been married, divorced, and have been out of my parent’s house for five years… I still have to put down their income on my FAFSA. And what does that mean? I GET SHIT BACK FOR SCHOOL BECAUSE MY DAD MAKES TOO MUCH GODDAMN MONEY. I had to get out an extra loan BUT THEN MY SPANISH BOOK ALONE COSTS MORE THAN MY REFUND! SMD AMERICAN GOVERNMENT.
I have been paying rent and all the bills on my own now for about seven months for reasons I’d rather not rant about on the internets, so I’ve been living off of Checksmart loans for at least 5 months now. ITS FUCKING AWESOME.
So now I get to decide… pay rent, or buy required books for school. Hey Spanish professor WAY TO PICK A BOOK THAT COSTS $270! WOOOO!!!!
And here’s the icing on the cake. I’ve been having foot problems for a while now, and because at my job I literally walk nine miles a day it’s been getting much, much worse. So I decided to bite the bullet and go to a podiatrist. Asked the lady for an estimate over the phone, she said it would be no more than $130. I got the bill today. 272 FUCKING DOLLARS. And guess what the doctor did for me. FUCKING GAVE ME A FEW EXERCISES TO DO, TOOK A COUPLE X-RAYS AND SENT ME ON MY WAY. WHY THE FLIPPING FUCK DOES THAT COST ME ALMOST $300!??!??!??!?
Still have fucked up feet, and now I owe these assholes $272. Guess who is going to be cancelling her follow-up appointment?!?
And finally, my birthday is in a week. I guess I’m too broke to do shit. FUCK EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE THIS STRESS IS NOT WORTH MY ENERGY.
I’M GLAD I WORK SO HARD FOR NOTHING.